8th gondolaz..

Skinny..
is that pretty or scary??
Well actually, its very subjective..
it depends on individual..
To me, its cool, its modern and its pretty..haha!!
Not obvious to admit that i find out, girls including me and my own girlfriends just want to be skinny because it might be, we feel self conscious of other girls being lighter than us..(sampai excited nak bli 'mustajab halia'..) sort of product to tone our tummy and slim down our waist, plus etc uses..hahahaha!!

Hence, as it is a competition between girls, so what's the matter with some guys who keep on complaining their girlfriends? simple examples are,'u ni kurus sgtla', 'awak xnak diet?mcm dh berisi sk8',bla n bla~
Personally, i think(i feel its true:p), every guy like curvy girls.. who had small waist, large breasts, big n shapely butt..eww~
i did hear one or maybe more confession about this..sure, im not lying because its really came from true n primary sources..psst2,'i did hear it by my own ears n he was sitting right here besides me..'..lalala~

I admit, when im growing up, losing weight became an obsession.. But then, i still can not control myself from eating too much! Where most of the people loose weight by eating less and moving more..This is so not me!hu..
Therefore, just to feel less guilty, after im taking too much 'marginal' meals, i used to seek others approval..either im fat or not..(everytime pon, same answer..haha!)
For an example, the command conversation between me and sayang after 'melahap', which now, it seems to become stereotype..

Me :sayang, i gemok x?
sayang: gemok!(senyap)..ala, x gemok..ok la..sayang ni..

hehe..
indeed, i feel very grateful that i have a supportive people around me. They like the way i look and troos they made my self-esteem be higher than i ever..(n sometimes, i used to call em 'bodek keras')haha!! but then, i love them for what they are..kinda person who is always trying to make me happy..even, its fake!:p
But still, i really want to get into shape! what shape?triangle?square?sphera?Hurm maybe, i should try one..SICK!

In that case, to avoid from being too obsess in becoming truly keremping just like Posh,maybe..I love to say that, we should be thankful for what we have now because we are all beautiful in our own way..eventhough, we do feel frumpy or however else we may feel.. So, its better if we get rid of keep on comparing ourselves to others because from here, we can make ourselves feel more insecure..(specifically to this case)

p/s: I feel like im da only one who looking in the mirror and sighing..ish, x elokla!lol~

T.A.G~

I have been tagged!
on 6th dec at 6.32 p.m..

Thanks 'Jee' for keeping me in da loop..
Btw, sorry for the late respond..just came back from 'kampung'..ngee
so,i hope, it isn't too late haa..

N ya, not to forget, Salam Aidil adha to all..
Wish you all wellness on this very holy day for all Muslims..:)

Well,this looks fun. Let's see, 28 surveys that i need to complete..
Here we go..

1) bekas kekasih saya adalah
Seorang 'smoker' n kawan karib saye..gee!

2) saya sedang mendengar
adik lelaki saye bercakap2 d telefon(dgn awek die)..;P

3) mungkin saya patut
mengempiskan prot..hahaha!!

4) saya suka belajar
sesuatu yg baru n laen~

5) sahabat baik saya adalah
Nor Dalila Nazihah Che Hasim..dan mereke yg selalu dgn saye mase susah n senang..sayangg sgttt!

6) saya tak paham
kenape org x pernah bersyukur dgn rezeki n nikmat yg die ade..bawak2la bersyukur..kan jee kan??ni x, kalu boley, satu dunia die nak conquer..hu:'(.

7) saya kehilangan
kekaseh utk sebulan lebey..hehe..

8) ramai yg berkata
saye chubby..hahaha!!

9) makna nama saya ialah
kegirangan mata:)

10) cinta tu adalah....
pelik.. ntah..mmg pelikla..org yg pelik pon akan ckp pelik n org yg x pelik,lg berase pelik..papepon, die mmg pelik..tp kan, die sgtt 'Membahagiakan"~ngee..

11) di suatu tempat
saye ade semua yg saye sayang..mama,papa,adik2,sayang,rakan2..n sumela!saye harap, saye akan selalu dgn mereke seperti ape yg saye rase sekarang..:')

12) saya akan cuba
untuk jd yg terbaek utk dri saye dan org2 yg berada disekeliling saye..

13) makna SELAMANYA ialah
Tiada penghujungnye..gee!

14) henpon saya...
housingnye sgt buruk..nak tuka,tp nanti2la..sudah berusia setaun lebey..die gemok,tidak kurus, mempunyai kulit yg putih n sedikit kemerah2 -merahan..'pemalu katenya~'..hahaha!!

15) saya paling meluat
bile ade orang yg suke tunjuk hebat..tunjuk bagus..tunjuk tere..dan sekutu dgn nya..meluat n meyampah..rase mahu saja sekeh kepalanye dan berkate,"bgs sgt ke kamu??piiirah!"kemudian ketuk2 lg dahi nye seperti mengetuk pintu..haha!!

16) bila saya bangun dr tidur
cepat2 tengok jam..dan teros cakap dlm hati,"ooh,awal lagi rupenye.."..Ngee..

17) party adalah
sesuatu yg 'happening'..:))

18) haiwan yg paling cute
Garfield!c gemok..hehehe..

19) peringkat umo yg paling menyeronokkn
mase sekolah rendah..x payah pk masalah..gembira sepanjang mase..exam,x pyh balaja..tp,asek score shj..smpai bohsan mahu tgk result..hahaha!:P

20) hari ini saya rasa sgt tension sbb
perot saye x baek lg..maseh meragam..hu:'(

21) mlm ini saya akan cuba
variasikan routine saye..hahaha!!

22) saya btl2 inginkan
semua harapan n cite2 saye n parents saye jd kenyataan..ameen:)

23) bila tgk muka kt cermin pg td
saye tros membelek2 muke saye..tgk2..manela tau,ade tumbuh 'makhluk2' yg tidak dingini..:p

24) shopping kompleks adalah
tempat yg sgtttt membuatkan saye teruja dan membuatkan hati saye berdetup-detup dgn laju..kenapa?ntahla..hahaha!!

25) makanan segera biasanya
org sume ckp maggi..tp, saye rase, bende yg x pyh dimasak..bukak shj,n tros boley mkn..hee..

26) ayat2 terakhir kata pd org...
xtau~br saja beberape saat lps..

27) nk pnjgkn tag ni?
ikotla..tidak kesah..

28) mata sy
rabun seblah shj,kalau saye pkai contact lenses, saye akn pkai seblah kanan shj..haha!!,bewarne coklat legam seperti org asia yg laen,besar,berbulu mate pnjg di bwh..ttp,pendek di ats..'saye rase'..:p..ngeh..

p/s:
who i want to tag..Wee!
.Seriousinjury-Sayang Saye..
.Comics & Career-Shazwan..
.V.O.X-Fairuz..
.Silent Missile- The Joker
.Farha Aly's Diary-Farha
.Artnerdstudio-Yash

sile buat yeee. jgn malu2. haha!

♥♥♥

7th gondolaz..

Edward and Bella

Cullens and Bella..

Edward's family..

The Twi-tards..??:P

'Uuuuu,sweetnyee..'
'Hensem la..'
'Im goin die here..'
'Caer2..'

Haha!!i keep on saying those words while im watching 'Twilight'..
I dunno why, i feel like im addicted to this film..
Eventhough, there are some of my friends claimed that this movie,'biase2 jela..'..including nanaa pon..:P
Yep,true!i just love it so much!
Maybe, this is really the type of movie that i like the most..(Romantic and at da same time, its dangerous..uuuu~)..
not to much if i said, this is the most epic romance film..

I did catch this movie last Monday with my siblings..Well, xde perasaan pon mule2 tgk..:P
But eventually, i really fall in love with it..plus, its soundtrack during the family of Cullens a.k.a vampire is playing the baseball which is 'Supermassive Blackhole' by Muse..:))

Erm actually, 'Twilight' is a novel written by Stephenie Meyer.. And this story is followed by 'New Moon, Eclipse, and Breaking Dawn'..(im going to collect and read all these four novels..seriously,cant wait!wee!)
Simply said, 'Twilight' is about Bella Swan who moves from sunny, Phoniex Arizona to rainy, Forks Washington..then, at there, she accidentally fall in love with Edward Culleen the vampire..

p/s: Kalaula..'berangan'..hahahaha!!:P

6th gondolaz..

Dup,dap..huu,riso:'(

OMG!!!

Alhamdulillah..:')

Gee..Havent come to blogger for nearly a week..

Hurm, five things that cross my mind a lot..NOW..
->what i'll be in future..(Qs and??hehe)
->Where and with whom i'll spend my life and future..
->When will i become rich..haha!!
->The main purpose im pursuing my studies (ownself? fam n parents? fame? or wealth?)hurm..
->Next steps, plans, strategies and target..

Im wondering those five things right after i saw my result yesterday, evening..ngee..
So-so jela..after all, i cant do anything with it because indeed, either me or you..all we can do is,'We can lead a horse to water, but we cant make it drink'..
but still,feel very grateful..atleast, the paper that i thought, i've screwed it up which is 'Pre-Contratct' is in a blue pen a.k.a not fail..hehe!!

Would like to gratitude these people who 'officially', done something for me..
Mama and Papa, for everything n anything, Sayang for every support, care n ur help, Qila for the notes, Hajar for teachin me and my heart girlfriends, esp 'ifa for the spirits..Thanks~:))

p/s: A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step..Alhamdulillah:)